New meds. Gotta love the experimentation of hope. I don't mean my doc is some Frankenstein. I mean just feeilng like shit because of them. bugger all muscle control. Having to rewrite this a few times. 
And yet. because of the proviso, I'm willing to be a Frankenstein monster. 
These 'blogger's  give some outlet to say when everyone around expects perfect moods and thoughts or behaviour  
Ah well. New low doses of pills...  

Also.. That fuck for the turning from 2020, to 2021. I don't expect any big change. i hope people will relax a slight amount and watch their f maxes.